- 18:36 Went swimming today b/c it was 107. Took swim test to be allowed in deep end, but River didn't like me being away from him. Water was warm. #
- 08:07 What's disgusting is that many of the job ads on Craigslist seem to be outright scams. WTF, people? We jobless don't have any money to scam! #

- 13:25 Off to buy suit/ business clothes for interviews. Yes, it's been so long since I've had an interview that I don't own anything appropriate. #
- 09:20 @BillyBuddy I've sort of wondered that as well, about those green icons. #

- 16:00 I think I'm getting sick. Yeah, that's what I needed. #
- 16:01 @timpratt So THAT'S what happened to the cute dino shirt! I wondered! #
- 18:34 "Thriller" was the first album I ever bought. We did the dance to it as a finale @ dance recital one year. Mourned him long ago, but still. #

- 15:00 Am alternating between "Am freeeee!!!" and "Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck" today. Thank gods for the YMCA's financial aid; working out hard helps. #
- 16:31 @susanmarie I probably should, even with financial aid, but it gives me someplace to go every morning, & is good for my stress levels. #
- 10:00 My friends are firing me up in all sorts of ways to look for work in all sorts of places. The support & sympathy has been awesome thank you! #
- 10:01 @SydBlakovich Dude, it's cause they've all been laid off, too! Seriously, sorry to hear you were cut, too. It was great working with you! #

- 17:25 Laid off 90 minutes ago. Was 1 of 3 let go. Am still in shock. Trying to rally & develop a taste for ramen and dumpster diving. Yep, shock. #

- 13:17 I realized, in the daze of very bad insomnia last night, that I can't think of one area of my life that isn't stressing me out in some way. #

- 22:47 Just put up three new sets of photos, including our recent camping trip, (mostly of River) over at www.flickr.com/photos/heathershaw/ #
- 23:21 Just got itinerary change for my BH tix in Sept. Instead of getting in on Sun @10am, they rebooked me to come in @4pm. Unacceptable rubbish! #

Finally, here's a Flickr set of River's first camping trip.
We went to Butano State Park (near Pescadero, south of Half Moon Bay off Hwy 1) the last weekend in May with our friends Scott and Lynne and their 6-month-old son, Graham. It was a bit chilly, but the campsite was gorgeous under the redwoods. Tim and I got food poisoning on Friday before we went, so we came down Saturday morning and only stayed until Sunday, but we still had a good time. River LOVED it. He would run to the edge of someone's campsite, say hi, and if they said hi back would walk right in and socialize! Very cute!






We went to Butano State Park (near Pescadero, south of Half Moon Bay off Hwy 1) the last weekend in May with our friends Scott and Lynne and their 6-month-old son, Graham. It was a bit chilly, but the campsite was gorgeous under the redwoods. Tim and I got food poisoning on Friday before we went, so we came down Saturday morning and only stayed until Sunday, but we still had a good time. River LOVED it. He would run to the edge of someone's campsite, say hi, and if they said hi back would walk right in and socialize! Very cute!






- Mood:
drained

This Flickr set of River at 18 months doesn't include the camping trip at the end of May, which is so long I made it its own set (and own entry).
As always, here are a few highlights from the set:





As always, here are a few highlights from the set:





- Mood:
exhausted

I have finally caught up (more or less) with pictures! Here's the Flickr photo set of River at 17 months from April. I'll do each set as its own journal entry, so two more to follow!
As always, here are a few highlights from the set, though this one is shorter than usual anyway:




As always, here are a few highlights from the set, though this one is shorter than usual anyway:




- Mood:
accomplished

- 13:43 Had to pull car over bc R couldn't breathe in carseat. Scary! @ Dr now. #
- 19:09 Cold complicated by his asthma, which is worse than we'd thought. Spent 4 hrs in tiny Dr. rm. Many treatments, xray, shot. Seems ok now. #
- 19:10 @erinkelley Thanks! Things are much better now! #
- 19:11 @paolobacigalupi Aw, I appreciate it! Things are mostly sorted, though there's still more medical stuff ahead of us to deal with. #
- 19:12 @nalohopkinson I know! I've never been so worried. #

- 12:14 I took a little Twittercation there. What'd I miss? My news: R has learned to hug/ emotionally manipulate us. SOOOoooo cute and effective! #
- 22:29 @secretseasons Oh, I have such thunderstorm envy! Definitely the 2nd-most thing I miss about the seasons in the midwest (1st = fall leaves). #
- 22:30 Tonight when we were putting him to bed, River hugged me, then stroked my hair gently. I almost cried from the sweetness. (We are DOOMED!) #
- 09:58 River is sick AGAIN, though not quite as bad as last week & Tylenol is kicking in. No gym for me :-( but I do get lots of baby snuggles :-)! #

- 14:30 This baby is just not napping. Not a good day for no baby downtime form his nap... I'm sort of emotionally on edge as it is. #

- 18:36 OMG DMV bureaucratic nightmare gah! #

- 13:41 Long walk to breakfast, then farmer's market, then library & back has left me exhausted. Really should work on novel, but nap sounds so zzzz #
- 17:54 Forced out 1k words, then took 3 hour nap. Woke feeling ill. Ate a juicy pluot while standing over the sink. #whatididafterthefarmersmarket #

- 13:00 What pregnancy giveth the belly, abs lab taketh away... slowly. #
- 09:48 River is repeatedly stripping off his clothes, then complaining that he's too cold. Am idly wondering if duct tape will defeat him... #

- 12:01 In the middle of doing inventory, felt increasingly awful, & realized I'm coming down w/ what River has. Fuck. Hoping ibuprofen will kick in #

- 12:34 It's so sad to see this kid sprawled out, face-down, on the floor, clutching his bottle that he's too sick to drink. I wish I could DO more! #
- 14:31 @SPrineas Yay!!!! #
- 14:43 @stephburgis @erinkelley @jennreese @SPrineas @gregvaneekhout Thanks! I moved him to the crib, and he's snoozin' away. Poor li'l dude! #
- 14:45 I think I'll nap, too. I'm telling myself it's good protection against (the inevitable) getting what the baby's got. #
- 08:33 yeah, yeah, I'm awake. #
- 12:01 In the middle of doing inventory, felt increasingly awful, & realized I'm coming down w/ what River has. Fuck. Hoping ibuprofen will kick in #

- 13:18 @shunn Congrats! I know what you mean; my latest push is 10. Anyway, I find it encouraging/inspiring to read about you going to the gym, etc #
- 15:12 @shunn I hear you! I was @ 12 after 1hr 15min cardio class on Friday, but a lavish Sunday brunch party took care of THAT! #
- 20:19 @paolobacigalupi Naughty! #
- 07:49 Poor little River is sick, coughing and laying around (very unlike him). No gym for me; we're gonna stay home & not get other kids sick. #
- 08:12 @NathanFillion The legalized pot. #
- 10:42 God, my baby is going "Mama, Mama!" while I hold him, clearly feeling sick, and I have nothing to give him but baby tylenol and snuggles. #

- 13:03 @secretseasons I used to wonder that, too! I think it's to allow ladies 2 wear their long skirts while they rode about on their velocipedes. #
- 13:26 @susanmarie Jesus! That's insane! #
- 13:29 @timpratt Dithering? I haven't heard him say "dithering"! #
- 22:42 @secretseasons Hey, how did Graham like his first avocado? #
- 22:43 Gah, where'd I leave the book I was reading? #
- 11:10 That Star Trek porn? Clearly made w/love by a fanboy & good enough 2 carry @ work. Is retelling of "Space Seed" ep but w/sex. Spock v funny. #
- 11:13 @shunn I like the way you celebrate! Just curious, how much have you lost so far? #

